Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Things I have to live with for the next few days

An acquaintance once told me: I'm not going to ask you if you're happy with this, in going to ask if u can live with it.

And so, when I am faced with undesirable situations, I try to see if I can live with em, or not.. And evaluate the situation accordingly.

Things I don't like, but have to live with for the time being include:

- my body having a mind of its own, not responding to any kind of sedative.. And staying up for hours, or has it been days?

- freak attacks, so not me.. But there u go.

- acting, like everything is ok.. And being all frilly about it (couldn't find a more appropriate word.. Think decorative in a deceiving manner)

- isolating myself from certain people (until I tend to my own business and get things sorted out)

- dealing with that heart-achy-feeling which comes and goes.

- not going to the gym, or the beach, or shopping!

So no, I am not happy about the way things are. But can I live with it? You bet.

- to sunday xx
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Mi said...

If you can do it, I can too!

Freak attacks, acting like everything is okay, dealing with the heart-achy feeling which comes and goes, not going anywhere other than well, uni...

Cheer up, you have a companion =)

Baroque said...

frilly? lol

g'luck! xx

Fastidious Babe said...

mi.... emmmmmmm

yeah.. i guess.. lol thanks?

baroque: yeah i know! thanx xx

Big Pearls said...

Panic attacks are really bad..my sister has been through it and we all panicked with her:/