I blv that the strength of a person comes from his spirit, that inner core that drives him to live, and love and be productive..
Your spirit, in my opinion, is partly derived from ur personality, the circumstances ( present, and past) and the support network you have formed (be it emotional, spiritual or physical support)..
Everyday, you wake up.. Face your day, with all its challenges, joys, and if ur lucky.. adventures.. And with every good day, ur spirit grows stronger, more alive and solid..
To say that a spirit would break might sound mega dramatic, maybe impossible to some, but there are certain experiences that touch ur core, and leave an impact deep down that ur spirit might crack under the pressure, add onto that a similar experience, lack of support, or a personality defect (very normal post traumatically).. And there goes ur spirit. Split in half.
Is it possible to repair something that took years and years to perfect?
Sometimes, u find a temporary solution, a band aid if u may call it. If u are lucky enough, u can heal with time.
Other times, it can backfire and u'ld end up with more pieces that u started with.
I wonder if this post is too vague, or too abstract for u to get, but it is something I had to get off my chest, as I sit here, stuck in traffic, wondering if I'm past damage control, or if some miracle will make it all better.
Because right now, the only power I blv in is that of a divine intervention.
- to the good old days when everything was clear cut and solid.
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