Doesn't it bother you that in situations that really matter in ur life, you can never know if the decision you made was the right one, that you cannot foresee what comes next, that there is no "standard" you can compare urself to? No ffw/rewind buttons?
Doesn't it bother you when you know in ur gut that there are things that absolutely have to be said and done, but that you cannot do anything about it for the time being? That no matter how impatient you are, there are forces stronger than you that pave your path?
Doesn't it also bother you, that sometimes.. You make big mistakes just because u did not bother to think out the consequences or were too impulsive to consider not making them?
And doesn't it bother u that u only get one chance, one lifetime, one go to make it all work? That it is up to u and only you to make ur life worthwhile?
It bothers me a lot, in fact it keeps me up all night.
- to the sleep fairy, if ever there was one. xx
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